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1. |
in the mirror
04:06
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in the mirror as i look
at my self clearer i
see a great man knot a
fucking degenerit knot
a decrepit person even
though there was moments
of hurt
i never converted
to hurtin others like some
prick
stickin
my poisons in others elixrs
yes i know your all sick but
can u think positive humble
your self in the pain cuz
its trying to dround out the
way u feel and the way u feel
is a desicion you can change
your mind take off the blind
fold step off the tracks
even though its a illusion
u still could die but what i
have for u is life through
the universes currents of
light
so slide over let me sit
with u at the table tell
u a fable with imagination
and fact tact and no intention
to have u in any way thats
bad or sad just have u more
glad more in controll of your
life then ever before
so stop your snoring just cuz
lifes getting boring and knock
on a door when it opens u might
be suprized the love in store
that drounds out all that
hardcore strife takes out
all those knives in your back
heals every scar thatu ever
had
yeah you got this
or what knot kids
and adults lets knot
stay so fuckin grown up
u lose your compasion
and all your dreams fade
into black tunnels to
wait for love to show u
it exists for you
but if u in the tunnel
i have a woman a man
with a flash light coming
to kiss u like u need kissed
some one to miss for the
five minutes there in the
bathroom
damn dude look at you i knew
u could do this u got your
girl your world in a better
whirl wind seems you gona
be happy after all
just remember every fall is
just so u can learn to get up
stay up longer and every time
u do fall u get stronger and
can stay up like you never
thought u could
yeah you listening you good
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2. |
exiting darkness
07:28
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exiting the darkness into
happiness leaving behind
who ever to better self
knot that i dont love you
but how the fuck am i gona
help any one including me
with out moving on moving
up moving out moving into
a place that has my dreams
in mind and knot my screams
in mind my agony is turning
into pleasantrees
almost like new celetial body
almost like 7th heaven
maybe its just cloud nine
but itll be all mine dont worry
ill send help when i can now
its yalls turn to have patience
while i go make a life for my self
more like marry a wife for my self
then make a life for us then come
visit on christmas with the kids or
pups what ever we decides best for us
yeah please dont think me moving ons
against you i stayed long enough
helped all i could till it tapped me
out now im yelling loud for them to
help me out
while everyone else watches tv im in my
room brainstorming how to take care
of everyone and every thing realizing
just do u all the rest will come in due
time and thats the straight up truth
so if u want a lie
find some one who kept there tears couped
up when pain hit there hearts
cuz they know how to hold a straight face
and say what u want to hear
exiting the darkness telling mountains to
move finding a new groove finding people
i dont have to proove my self to they just
see me at face value and when i share
they listen dont cut me off and cut in
at a better time but let me finish
why cuz they know i wont remember what
i had to say if they dont and know it
was important for some reason maybe the
universe had me saying things u wouldnt
allow your self to get cuz u aint hearin
it but i dont care about all that
i still love u all even though the
differences pulled at are nerves wanting
some kinda relavance
exiting the darkness i promise to send
lights maybe she can sing u songs to
enlighten u while things are tight till
i make my first million mom ill buy u
a house take care of u ill be your lil
elvis and just promise when i leave u
wont be mad at me cuz i really dont
want to be sad about living my life
you got to live yours its my turn so
as much as this hurts
im leaving the darkness to get help
i know its gona be ok but my brain thinks
these things so im sorting it out
in a song knowing that moving on is knot
wrong so hears all my tears and so long
dont forget to call and bother me with
your love cuz i really need it mom
itll help with tears of missing u and
wishing i did a better job of being your
son
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3. |
Exited
06:32
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x sitting fears of lonliness
into the unknown
a brand new home some one
in it who loves me like
wo hon im getting so exited
no more indescisiveness
and it all feels right when
im in here arms
yeah we two stars left behind
some scars for healing with
in eachothers warm smiles
so let me kiss your nose with
my nose like those eskimoes
lets do shows on youtube called
vlogs turn um into skits maybe
make a movie about romance like
we had with a twist of comedy
and mystery
let me make a tee shirt with
a eternal sign on it two eyes
in the center some tribal art
around it intriguing isnt it
art i mean how we make it why
and then sell it to you all
for 9,99 so we can live our
life
but when u follow us u get more
then something made up u get
something that helped make us
called love and well give it
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back gladly for your support
x sitting fears of lonliness
into the unknown
a brand new home some one
in it who loves me like
wo hon im getting so exited
girl you ignited the flame
inside this grown boy named
shane took me from insane to
sane put me on a plane took
me to ellay let me play with
you on video cams to make fond
memories while we bond and im
forever in debt to that big
ass heart of yours
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4. |
As happy as can be
03:41
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lost my lyrics i dont even know how i do this but if u request them ill get it
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5. |
Intermission
02:31
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lil intermission
lil session lil
thing i call entertainment
entered your brain i just
hope it leaves the kinda
stain dont drain all your
good vibes so let me hide
the animosity for a second
under the sofa and get on
it with ya and hold ya
so bold they think im a
mental sodier dont worry
im knot the type to tell u
i told u i hope your smart
enough to realize i did tell
u something and i hope u really
liked the message in it so
aww shiz lets eat pez roll on
the floor and sweat while
tweeting are fave songs
and kiss for a really really
really really long time
show them how to shine knot
luster glow up the stage
dont blow up the stage
hold up wait a minute this
intermission was kinda sick
let me get it some campbells
soup shiz we lit like roman
candle lets go wax vanilla
ices legs like a vandal and
buy adam sandler some new damn
sandals and call that girl
chantell and tell her damn it
were involved allready stop
stalkin us no u cant faulk us
stop it oh fuck some one just
robbed us took all are door knobs
now how the fuck we gona get out
our house and they like u never
came out there any way just
stay inside play video games
no carsons out side give me my
knobs back stop being so obstanant
you dominannt ass wipes wearing
tights acting like your yoga gurus
when you cant even do splits
lets laugh about this intermission
and call it a day next song please
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6. |
DarkTunnel
05:47
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dark tunnel fuck youll
need to stumble a bit
around in the dark find
the wall feel around
find the things you need
dark tunnel trying to find
a bundel of ramen then
search for the kitchen
again where is it omg this
is difficult ok the stoves
on i got a lil light from
the burner
what was that mom i heard
her yelling in her darkness
ooh whos that oh mom hey
u scared me here a match
the bathrooms that way i
believe watch out for the
that chair k u got it
darkness we gona see a light
we gona fight i dont care
how many times i stub my
toes im gona see a light come
in even if it has to come from
with in
and then we gona rejoice like
we never did
ahh shit who dat i see a flash
light who be holding it omg
its carson huh what the exits
over here omg thank you
now were out and i can see
your face just like when i saw
u on the tv screen but now
its the real thing like wow
your just as cute so bright
u got some sun glasses till
my eyes aclimate
nice thanks forever twenty one
nice i love 21 what do we
want to go have some fun
fuck yeah im down holy shiz
she brought me a pizza i love
you carson u the best
now darkness dont miss me well
see eachother from time to
time but for the most part
the sun shining in cool way
the earth aint even warming
its cooling off relaxing
cuz people are learning better
vibrations
so bye bye permanent darkness
and hello again to day and
knight its actually pretty
cool walkin out side with
such a beautifull girl you
know that beauty i behold in
my eyes and it is just beauty
lust is takin the back seat
cuz carson got the light riding
shot gun she djayin this road
trip to our new life more light
lil darkness but in her arms
under the light of a billion stars
universe smiling down on us
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7. |
WHERES THE EXIT
04:45
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wheres the exit no no
knot the mexican edwin
can u explain to this
hombre what im saying
oh let me spray this
wall with grafiti hold
this flash light for me
hawkeye hold on a second
i gota trade my robot in
i knew i should have gotten
a r2d2 unit cuz this ones
protocol isnt doin it for me
theres the exit let me spray
my girls name the one and only
bae to really want to play
any kinda game with me all the
others want u to do everything'
with them never do what u want
to keeping u in a half lit room
and there side is so bright but
never share it with u so they
just laugh when u stub your toes
at your pain and agony
but hey kate what this way ok
ok nice thanks you know your the
greatest right dont u give up the
fight ok the good one atleast
leave behind the beasts trying
to get you to tweet complaints
you got this miss piddleass
chelsea so sophisticated with
her fancy light shining it on **********
my thought process so carson can
see that im worthy to have good
friends that compliment and add
to the friendship just like i will
add to you when u come for me
all of my hugs all my best compliments
all my deepest heart intents
oh shiz carson shining her headlights
at the end of my tunnel and its knot
a train but she releasing shane from
the pain of bein stuck with out any
love but taught me how to love my
self to get what else i needed like
succeeding with getting her arms around
me under the universes gems we call them
stars and now we got eachother we gona
go so far
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8. |
Out Ove D Tunnel
04:21
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out of the tunnel i come
out of all of this dumb
depression lack of things
needed like love
out of the tunnel i come
watch out world you kept
me lonely to long
so its made me so strong
taught what i really want
taught i allready have it
yeah they laughin im gigglin
cuz i know they aint winnin
and what they dont know is
i allready won yeah my package
has been delayed so i can
clear my brain of all pain
they paint on the walls of
place so i see nothing but
but what they want for me
so out of the tunnel i come
from what they wanted for me
now what i wanted for me
is what is coming
mirracles found me in one touch
she is a angel of such beauty that
heals me so i can be what i was
meant to be
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9. |
I Am Ready
10:25
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i am ready bae to leave behind all
my darkness lets start this with
are first hug and kiss and dismiss
all the problematic mathematics
on how we have it and have it all
better every where we go creating a
new world where boys fall for girls
and give it more a go when they
profess love they stick with it
even if u say no they give up
only in a sense of professing directly
and go into there prayer closets and
tell god like hey this is the one shes
mine i have her coming to me and as
he affirmates and talks to u with out
even sending it just makin youtube
vids and tweeting all hes thinking
hoping u come and check on him and when
they do they see diligence of a prince
and get that this aint just some jo shmo
who only wants to get in there pants this
dude wants romance and dinner a movie and
groovie moment that make his day and yours
knot just some dismal life but a life
exiting and fresh something youve dreamed
of like a night in shining armor ready
to battle demons to save you from calamity
even if its just your own worst enemy you
and women start to see more men who are
true maybe knot perfect but willing to
put there best foot forward and go toward
your heart knot just your booty and shape
even though bae they are really great and
of course he should love that and every
other part of u and the lil things he
dont he should atleast accept and know
neither nor is he prefect
i am ready bae so ready i allways have
been i beleive they were the ones knot
ready transmitting there energy to us
keeping us appart but now that we know
that we can betogether and knot appart
so yeah
i am ready like an everyready battery
yes i use cunning and flattery my
heart will be your good luck charm but
more then that it will bless u all your
days and love when we laugh and play
so yeah
im ready bae universe help us receive
eachother today for theres no better
time then the present
bae im yours i am ready and im asking
as a knock will you open your door
let love pour from that big ass heart
of yours all over me cuz i so do
adore u can we soar above the clouds
land in places weve never known to
finally get home and relax in eachothers
arms for some much needed rest and
relaxation
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10. |
MESSAGE TO THE FANS
07:43
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i am having the universe reach out to you
right now to give u a sign that it loves
you and the creator who brought it into
existance showing u you can trust even though
things seem a certain way
i have the impossible desires youve have
had becoming possible in your mind heart body
soul first
i have all of you who purchased this album
receiving back the ammount a thousand times
over that ammount
i have u believing in this so much u have
visions of it happening before it does and
when it happens you give something anything
but a generous amount 10% atleast any ammount
you choose even if less then 10% still a reasonable
ammount coming to you
but also for that i have u recieving love that
is healing to you and health coming with that
i have u losing all yours fears and gaining
wizdom like never before things become easy
and effortless more and more every day as
u believe in the positive vibes and invite them
in i am carsane23 on youtube please go there
and put a space between the s and a
sub like comment put on the notification bell
so u can get notified when albums and videos
go up
and know that for these lil efforts you put in
for me many lil efforts will come in for u
and it will add up and help tremendously as u
give positive positive happens back to you
you are worth it you are awesome
remember the requirement for grace is that
u did nothing right so let it in and receive it
ok i love my names shane bert spencer and i love
u very much be well and wish that on others
be happy and watch great things happen to u amen
amen and amen universe thank u for all who have '
heard me today and ty and god for all you are
doing in my life and the love to come
and carson i love u ty ty ty ty and ty bae
peace skis
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XSPENCE Orlando, Florida
I am shane bert spencer aka
x.spence
the poet ive
been writing about
bae now for 3
years
and i going strong
thanks of showing up here hope u find everything as interesting as it has been experiencing all im writing about be well the universe has got you
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